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[Oct. 31st, 2004|07:14 pm] |
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| | "Buddy Holly" by Weezer | ] |
Last night I went to "Saw". I loved it! I thought it was so scary. I wanted to cry when I got back to the dorm and no movies do that to me. I'm having a pretty good day. A sat beside this very good looking guy in church today. I went to New Life Naz and I loved it! I wanna go every week, not for the guy, but for the service. The worship was awesome! That was the best. I felt so alive there. I could totally feel the Holy Spirit moving in that church. Its awesome. Anywhos, I don't know that guy's name but he was cute, nice to me, and my height! Woohoo |
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[Oct. 30th, 2004|02:01 am] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
I was a Princess for the night! I wore my prom dress and handed out candy to little children. They were very cute. I love little kids. I think hand should have its own past tense, instead of handed it could be houd, as in "I houd out candy to little children." I don't know how random stuff like that just comes to me. Another way I do that is in the way I write. I can't write poetry without first getting a random made up phrase stuck in my head. It revolves in my brain all hours of the day until I write it down. When that happens I can write a whole poem in about 15 minutes. But if I don't get a random idea like that, I can't write, its just too forced. Thats why I hadn't written anything for awhile til midterm break. It was very weird. Coming back to school, I all of a sudden had a random blurb of a phrase stuck in my head. I finally got it down on a piece of paper and I wrote down a good amount of poem. It was a Christian poem about how sometimes I forget God in the business of life. It was written kinda to the meter of Yesterday by the Beatles. I know this rambling is very random. But we can't just talk about what we do in a day, and we can't just be what we do or accomplish in a day. We are very much our ideas and daydreams. Hmm...I used to pay so much attention to my ideas. I really don't anymore. I just think about my problems, everyone else's problems, my schedule, homework to get done, people to talk to. But I never sit down and just think about ideas. Its easy for me to get caught up in the moment. And I used to get so much joy from reading books. But now its another thing on my to-do list. When I read now, I think about the page numbers and how far along I'm getting in the book til I can say I've read it. I don't pay much attention to the content. People, me especially, are a lot like that with life. We want to reach a certain age, get a certain degree, and we compare ourselves to others and ask ourselves "What page number is he or she on? Am I farther ahead than them?" But we don't pay attention to the content, the moments that fill up the pages. Life is boring if all you're looking at is the page number and not the content. Wow, I'm being very philosophical and deep for after 2am. This is why I'm a night person. I don't think about this stuff during the day because I'm too busy. What do yall out there think? Do you think I have anything right about the thoughts of the ideas and of the page number analogy? Or am I just insane? That is also a possibility. |
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[Oct. 28th, 2004|11:19 pm] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
I just back from the Halloween dance. Yeah, I know ::gasps::, a dance at the Naz. It was cool getting to dance and I had fun, but not very many people showed up. Look for a picture of me on my site. Oh! I dyed my hair black permanently. Its awesome. It looks a lot better than I thought it would. I'm tired. Well, I only have one class tomorrow. Zoology and Management are cancelled! Woohoo!! Ok, I gotta go now to take a zoology quiz. |
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[Oct. 27th, 2004|04:23 pm] |
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| |  happy | ] |
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| | Haydn's Symphony No.94 in G major (2nd movement) | ] |
Today was a pretty good day! I skipped Microcomputer and woke up just in time for chapel, which was awesome today. The speaker, Tony Campolo, was awesome! He was hilarious:) and made really good points. We even gave him a standing ovation, and I only saw like one person asleep which is odd considering 1/2 of the back of the auditorium is usually asleep during chapel on any given day. I decided to sponser a poor child. Her name is Vania. She's from someplace in Asia. She's seven years old and very cute. I'm excited! It's only $28 a month. Anyone reading this with money coming in should do it too. And don't think you don't make enough. I only get $40 a month. Oh, with the hair thing last night, it didn't really work. I'm going to get more and try again tonight. Oh! And I'm very excited, me and some of my friends are going to Columbus Saturday night to see Saw. That reminds me. I have to call my mom now. And eat...And I finally threw away my nasty pumpkin sitting outside my door. It stunk up the whole floor really badly. Now I know what rotten pumpkin smells like. And it was furry. haha It was nasty ::barfs:: |
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| I am a punk... |
[Oct. 27th, 2004|01:04 am] |
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| | mischievous | ] |
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| | some girl talking on her cell phone.... | ] |
Today I failed my lab practical. I was so sick in there. I think it was the preserving fluid. Yucky. And then I had to identify parts of the external anatomy of a pig fetus. That was gross. It was hairy. And I think I was nauseous because it kinda looked like a human fetus. :P Anywhos, after I failed, I took a 3 hour nap. Wow. I was even impressed I could nap that long. I went to lunch. Only after I went to lunch did I finally change from the clothes I wore to bed last night. After classes, I took lovely pics of campus which I will put on my website:) And I saw the Grudge! It was scary. haha I screamed in the first few minutes of the movie. And, I dyed my hair black. I will also take pics of this and put them on my site. Good times....and much thanks to Sarah and Miriam for taking me to Big Lots and the movies :) clapclapclapclapclap Now...I'm going to wash my hair, see how it looks. This is scarier than the movie :) |
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| Things that make you go hmm... |
[Oct. 25th, 2004|08:00 pm] |
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| | silly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the fan pulsating back and forth...what? we have the fan on? | ] |
Today was a pretty darn good day! I had a nice breakfast, work went well and fast, and I got some Mountain Dew-Code Red before chapel. I didn't fall asleep during chapel, as my latest habit has been to either miss chapel or fall asleep after the worship part. I had a management test, which went pretty well. English as usual was boring. We had partner tests, which I can't stand because we're in college, not high school, I want to be the only one influencing my grades. Anywhos, I asked to work alone because I always fight with ppl when we're doing a test together because I always get stuck with the kinda dumb people who can't spell or think right. But I was put with these two girls. I'm friends with the one but we're both kinda bossy. And I was telling her the answer and she kept saying "thats not it." And she was writing so she got to erase my answer. And later on when the teacher told us the right answer (mine), I said, booyah, just as a joke (haha) and she's like, whatever. I don't understand why she can be all like you're wrong to my face but she cops an attitude when I say that she was wrong. But, I'm realizing that this is what Jesus meant when he said to turn the other cheek. I shouldn't have mentioned that I was right. And I shouldn't talk about her. God loves her as much as he loves me. Next time though, I'm gonna insist to work alone, that way I know that I deserved my grade. |
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| Hey hey hey.... |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|12:02 am] |
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| |  stressed | ] |
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| | the typing never stops.... | ] |
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<textcolor="#000000">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <html><body bgcolor="#ff66cc"><textcolor="#000000">Holler! My friend Miriam is totally making me do this...Anywhos, I go to school at Mount Vernon Nazarene University. This past weekend was the midterm break. I just got back. I ate at 5 different fast food joints this weekend. It was crazy!!!!!!! I was told today that I am insane. Its fun being insane. I always say to live life to the fullest. Hmm...its getting kinda late. I really should go take a shower now and get to bed by 1...I should...I have to be up at 8am to go to work...hmm...I prolly should. I prolly won't. I am such an IM fiend. No, I didn't mean friend and miss the r. I am a fiend with im, online all the time. I wrote a poem today. Its been awhile since I've had a good idea. Its about how sometimes I totally "forget" about God and the anguish I feel because of it. But anywhos, stress with my school but mostly stress with my personal life. Hmmm...Arghh...ok. I am going now to take a shower and then prolly talk on im for a little while longer. See ya on the flip side.</body></html> |
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